This has been a very seriously challenging month. To be honest, it has been nerve-wracking, with the bandhs (If you read March ko issue, you know how I feel) and julus haru that seemed to last for days at a time. It's not necessarily because people are in the way, it is because LIFE GETS STOPPED…and unnecessarily.
It is curious how many metaphors can be applied, and where we are headed. This month makes me wonder where the fine line is drawn when it comes to personal being political. The future requires some imagination, fuzzy logic and a big heart, hoina ra?
It is a part of life, this thing called change. For me, it often comes in the form of people coming and going in and out of my life. I seem to meet great (if not interesting) people on a daily basis. A few people have come and gone through WAVE.
It is often unfortunate when people leave, and we carry about the sentiment "We're sorry to see you go." I'd like to re-contextualize that and say "We've been blessed." People that have been a part of our lives have provided things we've needed –whether those things happen to be lessons, trials, or tribulations. One person I dated said, "Consider me a vaccination, darling." Unpleasant situations and people are often gifts and rewards in disguise.
The great part of this month comes from knowing that there are wonderful people just outside the front door. As a matter of fact, I met a dazzling handful of them, and in some of the least expected places and times. I also learned that people in Kathmandu can PARTY at the drop of a hat, and in succession. Any reason to celebrate is reason enough to celebrate life.
On a slightly different vein, what about beauty contests? I've had my share, I've even helped out with a few. I have lots of opinions, but I have even more questions…questions I would like to apply to life.
What is the purpose? How does this benefit others? What kind of standards need to change? How do standards change? What do our decisions represent? How do they change things for the better? How can we become happier people? Everything is so subjective, how do we decide the "best" of all? How do we affect everyone else's lives through our decisions? What exactly are we examining with our often myopic view?
Oh, and one more thing. What shoes go with that outfit???
Stay hopeful and smile. You'll feel much better, and it's good to show off your best side.
-Angel
